Yeah I wouldn't want to rack up any debt either. Its always nice when your parents offer to help you out, but I'm the same way, I don't like them having to fork over their money to help me out... Even though they sometimes do it anyway lol I really like the Pro Jr. amps and some of the other smaller Fenders. That should be pretty nice to get you by for now. What are you going to Poland for, if you don't mind me asking?