nexion218

Hello,

Thanks for your post in my "starting over" thread;

I was wanting to reply, but the Forum is giving me "Error 503" messages every time.

...regarding if things are "so or so", I've dropped out of the discussion years ago;

-I think people are so different, that one man can see a cube, and another man a sphere. Yet the medium between us, makes us see the same thing. If you get my point.

Whenever I am experiencing something, or seeing something, that doesn¨t happen to most people. Doesn¨t make it non-existing; or , (i have to smile) an "hallucination". But you seem to get that.

Hopefully I have got some spiritual help, - I¨ve been dreaming things and had experiences the last month. That made things very much better. . The nightmares are still there; the last week I've been in arguments while sleeping- about bizarre things. "if good exists" and whatnot. :/. Well, no one kicks a dead dog. XD

Had a "backlash" .. three weeks ago though. Whenever stuff goes very well, I get a strong subconcious urge to mess it up again. :/. So I need to be a bit thoughtful and caring forwards; to succeed.

Rock on! \m/

-Erlend

LLL does not read. I said DELIBERATE practice. It has certain qualities that the Asian girl described perfectly. I also said walking on Poison songs on the couch didn't count. I got $20 that says the dad read all of the things I posted earlier. I have certainly not had 10k hors of good practice.