Thanks guys!
I am . refurbishing and "moving in again" in my apartment;
- a big deal of my personal life comfort and needs, is to have a cozy place- with the opiton to play, record and produce music at any time.
Right now, I'm picking trash up from the floor, into bags. After that, I'll sort my clothes and stuff, buy what is needed-
-and in the end, it will look much more like a rock musicians penthouse, than a "junkie flat". Keep in mind, I was on the meth needle for almost 10 years!
Problem #1 , except for the rent (lol)- is the screaming neighbor. He doesn't shut up, no matter what I do. Ruins meditation, after-dinner naps, sleep- and unfortunately jams/recording. But with the couch placed right by our shared wall, I can slam the wall and yell "shut up!!" much easier.
Problem #2; economics. I'm 31, and has never been in the situation where I was actually starving and broke, for more than a month. Instead, I spend my savings on booze and whatever keeps me trough the day. To get a proper home studio setup running; I need atleast a 4-channel mixer with +48v phantom, and a USB interface. In the meanwhile, I'll ponder with my amp setup, and see if the "SVIVE HYDRA" broadcasting USB mic will work.
...but with that done, I'm left with a 30% overpriced, state owned apartment; a couple of (sorry if they read it, immature) neighbors; -
-a car that picks me up every day if I want, to play pool and eat lunch with other un-employed friends;
and much more of a life. Than I ever had in my 20's.
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You see, when I moved in here; I was transferred from rehab with only 1 weeks warning. So, being quite shocked of how I had to leave my previous home, I decided to not even pack out my things from moving. Everything I own still lies in a giant pile, in the end of the room. I want to make it "my casa", but I'm still kinda... lightly traumatized, and don't want to pull it all down, if I'm forced to move on a short warning. :/
(I do want to move anyways, this is... a house with six total apartments, where the goverment health care puts young people with various problems (mental, drugs, etc). to pay and stay.)
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Waking up to a nice cup of coffee, preferably natural medication (utopian), - but a clean space; with my pictures on the walls;
- a ready set up amp and guitar, and stuff. Would make it easier for me to thrive here.
btw, my mental issues with "hearing voices" (actually picking up energies from various, extremely extrovert attackers), has lessened since new years. I did, however, call everyone I knew and screamed for help. I hope things will be going well- - and I will continue to fight my case for mental/non-material human rights.
So, rock on guys!! I will hopefully be finished before spring- my earliest deadline is when the sun rises above the horizon here. That is, in the end of January.
Thanks for all replies, you guys are my best friends
-E