Re: Sometimes I feel like stopping my search the the perfect tone / doing it the easy
your idea of perfect tone must be some combination of tones, or in between some tones you have already heard somewhere, otherwise you wouldn't be able to clearly conceive such a tone. how could you imagine a tone that doesn't sound like ANY tone you've ever heard?
You're imagining a Unicorn, when a unicorn is just a horse with a horn. You know what a horse looks like, and what a horn looks like. A unicorn doesn't exist but that didn't stop you from imagining what one would be like.
Therefore I conclude that with whatever you hear in your head MUST BE attainable with some combination of gear, because the tone in your head must resemble SOME KIND of tone already made with existing gear. You just haven't found the combination yet.
Find the tonal components that mix to create the sound that you want. There's something you can mix, like the horse and the horn, to come up with a tone you want.
A better analogy is, what if you were looking at a rainbow, but in the shades between blue and green, a small section of color was just nothing. You could imagine what that missing color would be by looking at the two colors next to that empty space. The tone you imagine is that color. Go find the two colors (the gear) right next to it, and come up with that color (tone)
So now that I've established that there are no "unobtainable tones"...
be patient, and keep learning, and learn to enjoy tones you can get that are good (even if they aren't the ones in your head), until you find that tone.