Re: The Well LXXIX: Ken - Life After Barbie
Flash forward to the night of the world finals performance...
Everything in the show went perfectly. We had a little swagger going in, but as soon as set up began (groups have something like 10 minutes or so to set up, perform and tear down...we had a small army of volunteer parents helping to get everything in place in just a few minutes) it was all business. Every note was tighter, every step sharp, every movement of the scenery exactly where it should have been. I finish my character role as a "demon" in the show and run behind the scenery to grab my guitar and get up on my podium. (my heart's racing now just going back over these few moments)
I start in right on cue with the pit...everything feels great, we're locked in tight. We had a great energy from one another and it was just flowing through us. The curtains drop and I launch into every downstroke from my shoulders, headbanging furiously (which was a little atypical from the rest of the season).
We hit our last set in the show and stick the last note perfectly. The pit is staring coldly from my left up at the judges booth. The battery is dead center eight yards in front of me at a cold stop. I'm surprised I didn't break any strings with the last downstroke, my forearm muting my guitar. Sweat drips in my eyes as I stare up as well. A split second ago, the gymnasium was filled with the sounds of all Hell. Now, a moment later, you could hear a pin drop. Nobody dares move a muscle. We want the judges to know how badly we want this competition.
What seemed like ten minutes was at most ten seconds. Shaken from their stunned silence, the entire audience erupts. Our lead snare player gives the cue to break and we scramble to break the show down and get the heck off the mat. We're all hot, sweating and high on adrenaline. Through all the hardship and mishap of the season, in our very last performance we had left every ounce of every bit of energy, rage, frustration and passion for this show, our show, on a university arena floor in Dayton, OH. We were drained, and as much as we enjoyed the show it was also a relief to have the burden of the past months of the season off our back. We were sure we had placed in the top five, which in and of itself would be a huge accomplishment.
We head back to the hotel to shower and get dinner, then on to the awards ceremony. Each group filed in to the performance floor. One by one, schools are called. In my head I start counting it down...
"Oh man, good...we made it in the top 12"
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"Top 10...great. We had a good season, we deserve this recognition."
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"S**t we DID make the top 5..."
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"Top 3?!"
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"Oh man I can't believe we got sec..."
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*jaw on floor*
We couldn't believe it. We'd actually placed first. I may not have made it seem so earlier in the story, but we were up against some tight competition. As I recall, we blew out some expected rivals. That day we posted a record setting score for our division in world finals (a 98 or so, I believe...). We'd rocked a packed house, gotten nods from some big sponsors like Vic Firth (they invited us to chill in their booth earlier in the long weekend after seeing a prelims show), had shaken the monkey on our backs from a lowpoint at semi state, and had kept with our record in the season of (quite frankly) setting the bar on the world circuit. I never got a class ring while I was in high school, never really cared to. But I did get a world championship ring, and a membership into a small, elite club of musicians.