I honestly don't know what you're expecting us to respond with, but I'll say this:
Practice before uploading. A few mistakes is acceptable if they don't seriously detract from the performance all that much. Completely sloppy/way off timing isn't something to showcase. And the "I screwed up but whatever" attitude isn't a real good mindset if you actually want to get somewhere with your playing. As punk rock as the '**** it deal with it' attitude may be, it shows a glaring lack of professionalism and self-accountability, which is why it is hard to take any musicians with that attitude seriously. If you know the performance is less than stellar, then show the diligence and actual motivation to improve and refine your own skills. I guarantee you, the feeling of improving yourself solely based upon your own intrinsic drive is going to be far more rewarding than any praise from other people ever will be.