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One of Jerry's Kids
When I watched that video I felt like I was inside the mind of a madman. Someone locked up in an insane asylum so he wouldn't kill someone.
Seeing you have nightmares about the forum and claim it is affecting your mental well-being you are not anyone to comment on someone else's mental health. You really need to have your head checked out.
FWIW The founder of that band was a good friend of mine that died way too soon. He was also one of the kindest gentlest people I have ever known. I would appreciate you not disrespecting someone you know nothing about. And you say I am the negative one.